dDoinkster Speaks

sigh, 2 blogs in one night and not more than 1 hour apart from each other. sigh, am i really that into blogging already? weird!! anyways, am suppose to be going to bed already since tomorrow i have to get to college early and i have to pick up some people but i'm feeling really really lazy right now. some smart-a$$ is giving me the 'i told you so' treatment now. apparently, i'm the kind where i can't go for any holidays just when college is starting coz then i'll be really lazy and trying to think of ways to skip classes.. ;) :P i guess she is right..hahaha. :P sigh,i really want to just leave everything here and move to the island on the east coast, actually any island for that matter. at least when i'm there,i don't have so many worries, headaches and heartbreaks. life can be less stressful. i think the only stress that i might have would be what i want for my meals and when to go for my toilet breaks. is life suppose to be so stressful or am i just making things too hard? i mean, i know i said it myself "don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out alive". i think i'm stuck now and i'm trying to get out alive but i don't think i can make it. HELP!!! crap,am i really so into this blogging thing...i'm writing more and more by the second and i can't seem to stop. alright, i know my thoughts are running wild here but hey,at least i'm venting it all out verbally,right? :) thanks a lot, miss g3ewhiz..now look what u have done?!!?!?!? :P i'm suppose to be the non-blogger here, u know!! ;) well,anyway..i am feeling really lazy now. i've even started skipping my kickboxing classes which i love very much ever since i started it in march. been going to class almost 4 times a week for the past 6 months. met alot of new people from that place, people that i never imagined i'll meet in my lifetime. i'm definitely very happy to have met them. :) surprisingly through such a short time,i've learnt alot and moved up really quickly. i didn't even realise that i was capable of such feats..hahaha. :P even though i've never really had a chance to actually put it to the test, i don't think i really want to try it out anyway..one thing that i've learnt from kickboxing is that whenever there is a fight..there are no winners. but honestly speaking, i really do want to seriously kick someone's a$$ but i don't think that is ever gonna happen. so going for classes and punching the punching bags and kicking the kickbags are the only venting outlets i have to stop me from actually kicking that person's a$$ everytime i see him.

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