dDoinkster Speaks

21 "Not every one who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. -Matthew 7 : 21, Revised Standard Version- This was one of the many verses that's stuck to me and i have a feeling is gonna be stuck with me til i do what He has been promting me to do since 2003. Sending people to tell me, having guest preachers to preach to me, even while i'm helping in the Children Church and teaching about the very thing that i can't do. How hypocritical can one get? How do you even start to let go when all you ever had was anger and anger was the only thing that kept me from going crazy..well,i did some crazy things too, hurt some people on the way. But this verse has made me think hard that all these times while i'm serving in church and doing things that i thought is what God wants me to do, it might not be what God wants me to do. I really thank God for Pastor Louis cause through this camp, I've been "slammed by the Spirit", quoting a little girl that used this line to explain to the other kids during Children Church in camp about those that was slained by the Holy Spirit. :) Man,those kids sure are innocent. :) We call it slain in the Spirit, they view it as "he's dead," "he's sleeping," "slammed by the Spirit." :) Maybe slapped is the better word to use for me. :) So many things to set right...so many apologies to say to people. Where did i go wrong?

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